How This School Year Will Be My Best

I am moving after this school year. No longer will I be a small-town girl, according to geography, that is. In my heart, "Smalltown, USA" will always be my home and therefore I will always be a small-town girl. So, this year will be my best school year EVER. I'm not allowed to date yet, but I will be going to every dance I can. I.E. my mom might let me ask Yuri (yeah, I'm still not over him... according to previous crushes, I'll be over him soon, but if I'm not...) to Hollyball. However, I have to ask one of my friends if I can ask him because she used to go out with him. (sigh, this is why I'm gonna be single til college: drama. That's all guys bring.) So, anyway, I wish I could know for sure that I could openly analyze everything he does here (lol, I get really over-analytical when I like a guy) but who knows who reads this stuff?! ANYWAY, not only will I be going to every dance, I'm going to make it a goal of mine to have some sort of plans every weekend. Whether it's shopping with my mom at Goodwill, sewing a new dress, or having a 2-night sleepover at a friend's house (as if any other family can keep me under control for 48 hrs ;) lol), I'm not holding back. I'm already plenty busy during the week: Mon. work, Tue. Gamers Club (video gamers, that is :D), Wed. Scholar's Bowl, Thurs. Work, Fri. ONE OF 2 FREE DAYS, Sat. work, Sun. OTHER FREE DAY. I'm also going to be thrice as confident this year. I used to act like I didn't care what people thought of me, but I really never left my comfort zone of a self-conscious. THIS YEAR, however, I'm going to be honestly confident and forget previous traditions. I wanna be eye-catching, doing stuff that no one else will do, like wearing a tu-tu to school. That was fun :D
So, I haven't really spoken with the other girls about their resolutions and how they ended, but I'm sure they're doing fine. We don't have any classes together and they all have Marching Band in the mornings. I rarely see them anymore :( it sucks.